Jennifer is much loved Mum, Nan and Friend and Sorely Missed by us all! My Mum was such a Loving Mum with her Crazy side which Lives on Forever. We were all so lucky to have shared our lives with her. Her love of life and spirit touched almost all she met, even during her lowest moments in dealing with her illness, she could reach out and change somebodys day with just a smile or a kind word. Even in the Hardest of times she always stuck by us and respected us. My mum sadly passed to Cancer 12th July 2009 it happened so quickly, Jan 2009 i found i was pregnant and just 2 months later my dear mum fell very sick, i did the best i could do to help extend the life she had, i looked after her and made sure she was as comfortable and as happy as she could be 24hrs a day. After just 3 sessions of radiotherapy she rapidly got worse. As our whole family united in hospital the tears and the tension grew. We all new this Battle was one that was not going to be won. The reality of life Kicked in.. My Mum was not even going to see her the birth of my baby girl, my daughter will never see her nanny however she will live on in our hearts and my daughter has respectfully been named after my mum and the amazing stories of her will be shared every day and night! Cancer is the Devil of this World and from now i will do my best to help and be there for those and there families that are battling the hard times. *I Will finish now with my Speech for my FOREVER Loved Mum** Mum, can you here my cry for you, can you feel the need I hold, my desperate need to talk to you. I know you had to go, I know its so much better for you there in heaven because you are finally with your Mum & Dad and Sootz. But, I just don’t know how to live without you here. My life is not the life it was when you were here with me. You always knew how to make me smile through all of the tears. You always made the world seem like it wasn’t such a cold, bad place after all . I wake up each morning to start a new day, but the pain of loosing you just never goes away. I go about my day doing the things I have to do and as the hours pass I find myself thinking of you. I often want to call you just hear your voice,that’s when I remember that I have no choice for you are not there and so my heart cries out in pain. I just want to see you again just to tell you goodbye, to say Mum I love you and I always will. The day that you died I just didn’t know that this was the day I would see you no more. Who will hear me now when I need to cry? Mum I guess I just needed to let you know how you are dearly missed and how much you are loved. This is so hard but I guess I need to to tell you goodbye. But, someday I know all will be well and I will see you again with wonderful stories to tell. What a wonderful day it will be when we finally are reunited at heavens door.Until then my memories of you I will keep near to my heart and I will pass them on to those who are so dear. I love you and I miss you Mum All my love your Daughter Carrie xxx